God help me.

I don’t miss my old self, just my past energy and good hair days really.

I’ve been on a brink of self sabotage. But this place is also liminal- I just wanted to get to the finish line already. I don’t want to miss out anymore. But either way I’d still miss out on the process. Life has been really hard and I’m having a hard time seeing myself anywhere. I don’t see it here anymore, and that’s been really hard for me to address.

Feeding into nostalgia isn’t going to bring you back. My efforts to self soothe are futile. Hope you’re doing okay.

If you’re still reading this then fuck you.

missinglinc:

When you upload your resume & they still make you enter your work experience and education.